sigh... It draws nearer, the feeling, the tightness, the thing that takes your breath away and the life from you. Who? Who brings it to bear, who, wears it upon their shoulders? Who feels the nothingness? What? What exactly is it this feeling? What causes it to raise its weary ugly head? What can be done to stop it? When? When will it happen again? When will it end, when? Why? Why does it persist, why won't it just go away, why write about it? Why?