Monday, August 14, 2017

15 minutes

Sleep, it's overrated. Much too much to do and say and be. Mind shifts from one scene to another. House, plans, campfire, camp, get away, ride, the wind and then another blip on the screen. Whos there? What is that sound, thud, there it is again, the fan drones on, whirring at unknown speeds, at what cost. Solar, who needs it, how many batteries, what kind of storage, for how long. Useful life? Truly off-grid? Sleep, not now, need to pay this, call them for that, add it all up, put some back, plan, pay, will it be enough? Uncomfortable silence, pains, regrets, futures and then what to do tomorrow, how much time for x, y, and z, don't forget to go. Pickup this and that, when do they open, no rhyme, no reason just random..sleep, try again...