before there gone...

multiple images randomly appear, like flashes from an over charged camera battery... What is an image? think about it, it can be many things, take this one for example, There she is ,Miss America... Are you getting this? No seriously she was there when i hurt, she was there when i cried, she was there when i felt joy, she was always there and she will always be there, but now and the image changes, she is gone... where oh where can you be, you picked a fine time to leave me Lucille... Get it? Got it? Good... See what i mean, images, powerful things aren't they...


ps..."she" is just another image...

hello...

Comfortably Numb (Gilmour, Waters) 6:49

Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I'll need some information first.
Just the basic facts.
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain you would not understand
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

O.K.
Just a little pinprick.
There'll be no more aaaaaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working, good.
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown,
The dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.

LW&T

the sadness of missing out on your life overwhelms me, it's been more hurtful than any war I might have imagined, it burdens me daily, i'm sorry.