Thursday, March 14, 2013

Will I...

Hear you sleeping, noting the glow of LED light from the laptop in the darkness. Feel the cold from whence it came or your warmth enveloping me from head to toe. See you smile, shed a tear, shiver in the cold or bask in the warm summer sun. Hear your voice, listen to your heart beating and feel your breath ever so softly upon my nape. Will I?

pacing

woke to pain, went to cabinet for pepto, feels like being eaten from the inside, pacing the floor, stretching,, lay back down, can't stay down, hurts too much. back up, pacing again trying to be quiet so as not to wake the others, trying the prescription now. drank some water, pacing again, unbearable feel like throwing up but afraid of what might come out, why he said, he asked why and now I understand...