You read it,  now shred it, don' fret it, you'll just regret it.

H...

Hopeless, hated, harassed and harmed. Haggard, helpless, hard-hit and heckled. Maybe hazy, hideous, horrified, hostile and humiliated. This hypocrisy got me hurting, hypocritical and somewhat hysterical but probably just mental.

Shading...still off...

Picked up the pen for a few minutes and its been to long...

Bad seeds...

Seeds of negativity grow like thorns along the stems of pretty red roses. Each word flows like a river off your tongue and lashes out at me, inflicting wounds like a razor sharp strap across my back and body. Just when i think the bleeding will end more seeds are strewn all around my feet. What thing, ever so vile  has made you this way...