So, I'm leaving, what does that really mean, 1 month, 2-5 years, tomorrow? I don't know and the not knowing is toying with my emotions inside, next week I'm scheduled to go to the VA in
fayetteville for another procedure, this worries me a great deal as what if the operation goes wrong? I still have much to do and take care of before my passing. The impending job loss, the search for a new job, the new home, the plot, the headstone, The VA, The DAV, Social Security, the vehicle to pay for it all, how will I get it all done, I pace back and forth in my head searching for a glimpse of what can be done to lesson the blow on my beloved family. I have accepted my fate but it doesn't make it any easier, I still want to walk our Jessica down the aisle, if I'm gone perhaps Jeremy can do me the honor. I want to watch my grandchildren grow and flourish. I love you all so much and will miss holding your hand, simple conversations, covering you up when your cold, fixing you something to eat when you are hungry and being there for you to try to lend an impartial ear and advice when I could. I hope that you all draw closer, you need each other more than you realize. When the wind blows just so gently on your face or you hear someone clear there throat and it sounds like me it probably was as I will always be with you, watching over you each and everyone.
I love you,
-Ken
fayetteville for another procedure, this worries me a great deal as what if the operation goes wrong? I still have much to do and take care of before my passing. The impending job loss, the search for a new job, the new home, the plot, the headstone, The VA, The DAV, Social Security, the vehicle to pay for it all, how will I get it all done, I pace back and forth in my head searching for a glimpse of what can be done to lesson the blow on my beloved family. I have accepted my fate but it doesn't make it any easier, I still want to walk our Jessica down the aisle, if I'm gone perhaps Jeremy can do me the honor. I want to watch my grandchildren grow and flourish. I love you all so much and will miss holding your hand, simple conversations, covering you up when your cold, fixing you something to eat when you are hungry and being there for you to try to lend an impartial ear and advice when I could. I hope that you all draw closer, you need each other more than you realize. When the wind blows just so gently on your face or you hear someone clear there throat and it sounds like me it probably was as I will always be with you, watching over you each and everyone.
I love you,
-Ken