Status

Unhappy...

praxis

As I lay awake while sleeping another night, random thoughts and memories fill my gaze, it has been this way for some time now, the nights blurring into my days. Alone I feel in my slumber, a provider who does not provide enough. A has been that has not had enough. A caretaker that needs taken care of.  Always the last to know.  Each passing day brings another heartbreak.  I see love all around but see none for me.  I am but a passing thought through someone elses mind...

Torpidity

It is excruciating, the sight, the sound and the movement all around you.  There is no one that you can pour your heart out to in confidence of this solitude of remorse.  Your tears should be tears of joy, not of pain and anguish.  It is consuming you with each gasp for air.  Listen now before you take what has been given to you for granted.  You have little faith, but yet still some to spare, so draw him close and whisper your fears in His ear.  Call out His name and He will comfort you and wipe away your tears.  He did it for us all in a most horrific way, one that saddens many to this day.  He walked the earth spreading the word throughout the masses.  He healed the sick and made the blind see.  He did all this for you and me.  Alongside Him and His Father how mighty we can be in the end for all eternity.  Listen now before it is to late for if you take it for granted, that is your life, you will surely suffocate.  Rise as He did after such terrible tragedies and spread the word, cast some seeds and watch the Kingdom grow.  Rest now and give your heart to Him and He will be with you always.

-Ken